A Letter to My 18year Old Self

Dear 18,

I am writing this letter because I love you and I want you to know that you are supported and you have a lot of potential!

I know you’re feeling lost, overwhelmed by all the painful emotions that are coming up and the upsetting memories that you thought were not real. A lot has taken place already and I know it feels prejudiced.

But I want to tell you that you are such a strong being.  Once you learn how to heal yourself, you will be able to guide so many people who have related experiences as you.

You will drop some people in your life, but you will also advance so many meaningful connections. Just stay genuine! Some will like you, some will want to push you down but trust me, the more you stay genuine, the more you will attract soul tribe. There are so many great people waiting to clinch you and have deep meaningful conversations with you- and a charming man to play with!

So I’m going to be blunt with you, this journey you are taking is not going to be colorful but mare and once you’re in it, you will feel such a great shift and grow so much! I don’t want you to feel like you have to keep everything to yourself and do everything by yourself. I know it’s because you don’t want to upset other people’s feelings and be seen as weak. But when you truly open yourself up, you will see what a fighter you truly are.

My recommendation is to find yourself a coach who’s there to support you so that you don’t have to feel drained and isolated. I’m talking of someone who works with you in a holistic manner, taking into account your physical and psycological make-up. I’m talking about someone who can truly give you diverse practical tools to use when you’ve exhausted all your samples. That someone who cheers you on but also challenges you to give off your best.

You’ll thank me later after listening to me. I’m so excited for this journey you’re about to take! I love you.

Sincerely,

2020